May 2012
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“and i don’t know how you get over
someone as dangerous, tainted, and...”
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Good things are happening, I won’t lie to you. I’ve had some fun recently, despite being weighted down by emotions and memories and sad love songs. If I just keep moving. You said that you can’t keep up with me, I’m too fast for you. It must be true, because when you let me go, I started running and I can’t stop. I’m not running from anything, just in circles...
Anonymous asked: since you get bored so easily, does that mean you disregard the feelings you know someone else has or do you address it? basically, do you believe in closure?
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I let the best man i knew go
because its nice to love and be loved.. but its better to know all you can know.
April 2012
7 posts
“I want someone poisonously intelligent and intoxicatingly beautiful”
Anonymous asked: You're so beautiful, seriously stunning. And seem like such a lovely person :)
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May will be different
Too many changes this year, and it’s barely begun. Its pouring rain out, gloomy and the sky is a shade of sephia, my fingers are frozen and my hands keep moving. keeping still has never been a strong point. i feel like i have lived 30 different lives, but the raw truth is i have not even lived, and it makes me sick to my stomach, time is ticking and i need to escape, but instead of moving...
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March 2012
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“You’re going to discover that conversations are best at 4am. The heavier the eyelids, the sincerer the words. Those are the talks you’ll remember. It’s ok not to know the answer and silence is not awkward. It’s shared, so share it more often than not.”
- Jeff Stuckel
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“there’s a hurricane running through my heart for you”
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“Meditation, simply defined, is a way of being aware. It is the happy marriage of...”
– Lama Surya Das, “The Heart-Essence of Buddhist Meditation” (via Tricycle Daily)
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Spirituality
I am only a spirit, my spirit is the driver and my body is just a car. The car chosen for me has big brown expressive eyes, long silky hair that tangles up into knots when i lay my head down to sleep, small hands, small fingers, crooked smile.
This world is burdened with so much heartache, so many disappointments. Yes, the physical human body can undergo extreme suffering, but the most...
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February 2012
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Anonymous asked: do you have any guilty pleasures
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3 words shape how I've been feeling for a while...
A warm cup of mocha coffee surges through my cells; mixes with my inner workings and secures my skin so tightly. All i want to do is release my thoughts, write, and smile.
The things I like are quite simple: afternoon naps, baths, good tea and coffee, a good book, reading the newspaper’s daily horoscope and advice section. Sleeping in my underwear. Sleeping with the window open and waking...
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“You have to die a few times before you can really live.”
– Charles Bukowski (via philphys)
January 2012
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bellamode:
“You have corrupted my imagination and inflamed my blood…”
-- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch
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“I will not vote for a candidate who thinks you can ‘pray away the gay,’ I will not vote for a candidate who thinks that he has more rights to my uterus than I do, I will not vote for a candidate who thinks that it’s okay to dump toxic waste in the ocean. I’m afraid for our country that people like this (current Republican candidates) could even be thought of as the president. I live in a...
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“you hold me like a puppet
in your clammy hands
breathing your soft, innuendos”
Anonymous asked: whats wrong with you
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“I have noticed that if you look carefully at people’s eyes the first five...”
– Sue Monk Kid (via 40sunsets)
Anonymous asked: hey nour
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she was never calm and always wild
I am 22 years old and I have so much life inside of me. I’m savoring it all. I thank God for it all.
i can honestly say i have never found my soul at the bottom of a bottle, and have not opened a dictionary to search for the right words to say. writing flows through me. Runs like dust through the wind. When i open my mouth, strange words tumble out and surprise me.
I found true comfort...
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“Give me books, fruit, French wine and fine weather and a little bit of music out...”
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-if something ever happened to dad i dont know, id jump off a bridge.
sister: me too.
-wow, so then our little brother would lose 3 people?
sister: 3?
-yes. one plus one plus one. dummy.
sister: you’re a buzzkill today
-well this is depressing. whats your favorite ice cream topping?
sister: the crunch stuff.
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mind body & soul, Please go to sleep.
i found myself lying awake at 4:30 am this morning. I thought about my grandpa. He passed away a few years ago. It was about the time i moved to California. i never got to cry. It still has not hit me. My poor grandma is all alone now. I wonder if she lies awake the way i do. My god why am i so depressing right now? 30 minutes pass and my brain is still on high speed, thats equivalent to 30 hours...
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drugs, and love, and dreams, and rage
Darling.
lets repeat beautiful lyrics, and laugh at strangers passing by. wasting away.
you could make the earth buckle beneath me. All this time, Iv’e been running towards something i can’t quite see. Take me somewhere I have never been. Inside an open mind and a bursting heart.
if you keep my secrets, i promise to never slip away.